February 2011
2 posts
for some reason you never choose who you fall in love with and its always with someone you would least expect and always never how it should be… but it all doesn’t matter cause you finally found them =)
- You make my heart have premature ventricular contractions
- What?
-you make my heart skip a beat…
January 2011
1 post
2 tags
we cant choose who we fall in love with it just...
December 2010
17 posts
sometimes you just gotta get away for a while… i love doing this just going somewhere but mostly nowhere or going to my favorite places that i have great memories and i relive those times… it gets me away from the stress of everything going on here and makes me remember how happy those memories were and for a short time i feel happy again and i smile but then the realization sets in as...
it turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing...
I still remember the look on your face Lit through the darkness at 1:58 The words that you whispered For just us to know You told me you loved me So why did you go Away? Away… I do recall now The smell of the rain Fresh on the pavement I ran off the plane That July 9th The beat of your heart It jumps through your shirt I can still feel your arms And now I’ll go sit on the floor All...
‘Cause the last time I saw you Is still burned in the back of my mind I gave you roses and you left them there to die So this is you swallowing your pride, Standing in front of me saying your sorry for that night And you’d go back to december all the time It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you Wishing that you’d realized what you had when I was yours
I’d...
i miss you… and thats all i can think about…
Thank you so much!
Dear God,
you are the best and thank you so much for being there for me! I love you so so much and am so undeserving of you and your grace. thank you for loving me and thank you for being there for me.
amen
Life has a melody. A rhythm of notes which become your existence once played in harmony with God’s plan.
Life can be a curse, as well as a blessing. You will believe me when I say that there are far worse things than death in this world.
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are...
when no one else is there for you, God is and will...
why do things have to always change? as soon as...
where did you go? I miss you so... seems like its...
why go through life accomplishing great things if...
God, I’m down here on my knees Cause it’s the last place left to fall Beggin’ for another chance If there’s any chance at all That you might still be listenin’ Lovin’ and forgivin’ guys like me I’ve spent my whole life gettin’ it all wrong And I sure could use your help cause from now on I wanna be a good man A “do like I should”...
“Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don’t even know what I’m...”
“Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light.”
“Anxiety does not empty tomorrow of its sorrows, but only empties today of its...”
November 2010
21 posts
every single time
i always say oh im not going to wait till the last minute next time i have a project cause it just sucks staying up all night working on it and being stressed out about it. but nope every time i continue to make excuses and end up doing it the night before and stress out about it and regret it… then the next day i say i wont do that again and yet i do… its a vicious cycle… man i...
the truman show...
its always a weird feeling when you hear a song on the radio or somewhere that you have never heard before and as you listen to it you realize that the lyrics are a narration of what is going on in your life at that moment in your life… makes me feel like truman…
take me away...
how one story can affect someones life so much is truly remarkable. a story of a boy who lived and fights evil and gives hope to everyone around him. this story takes us away from our troubled lives we live and into a dream world where anything is possible. it is this reason why i love this story so much. it makes me forget about life, even if for just a second, and takes me away to a far off...
God is testing my patience and i seem to be...
“As the winter winds litter London with lonely hearts
Oh the warmth in your eyes...”
– mumford and sons
you never realize how good something is and how lucky you are to have it till its gone
“All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another. ”
Music is love in search of a word.
If a composer could say what he had to say in words he would not bother trying to say it in music.
“The body is a house of many windows: there we all sit, showing ourselves and crying on the passers-by to come and love us.”
the problem with time ive learned, eventually time runs out
but it was not your fault but mine and it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time didn’t I, my dear? didn’t I, my…
movies are my antidrug and save my life. where i would be without them i do not know.
Now I’m fall’n in love as she’s walking away and my heart won’t tell my mind to tell my mouth what it should say May have lost this battle, live to fight another day Now I’m fall’n in love as she’s walking away
Wise man next to me did say bout the one that got away “son i missed my chance Don’t you let regret take place of the dreams...
Thought i would be waking up from this day instead of going to sleep realizing it wasnt a dream
I’ve missed being me and missed smiling and laughing for real. It may have been just another day in the same ol routine but when I’m the one living it, not that person that pretends to be me, I feel everything I have been longing to feel… life :)
dear lord please let me sleep tonight! amen
“Love is watching someone die…. so who’s gonna watch you die?”
“How I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me. It’s...”
You know what that feeling is when your stomach drops? When you feel that sinking sensation inside your chest, When no matter however colorful something looks it seems dull to you, When things you knew as truth begin to be questioned, or maybe just that feeling of realization hitting you? It’s the feeling of another long night….
Another night of this?… I thought I was done with these….. :/
October 2010
12 posts
And tomorrow, I know, Will be rainy at best. And the forecast, I know, Is that I’ll be depressed.
But I’ll wait outside Hoping that I’ll catch sight of the sun.
Because on and off, The clouds have fought For control over the sky And lately the weather Has been so Bi-polar And Consequently so have I
“Great moments… are born from great opportunity.”
im supposed to be excited right? then why do i feel the exact opposite….
“There are those who look at things the way they are, and ask why… I dream...”
“One of the most adventurous things left is to go to bed. For no one can lay a...”
“In three words I can sum up everything I’ve learned about life: it goes...”
“In every single thing you do, you are choosing a direction.
Your life is a...”
“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me....”
“If you only knew, what the future holds; after a hurricane, comes a rainbow”