for some reason you never choose who you fall in love with and its always with someone you would least expect and always never how it should be… but it all doesn’t matter cause you finally found them =)
sometimes you just gotta get away for a while… i love doing this just going somewhere but mostly nowhere or going to my favorite places that i have great memories and i relive those times… it gets me away from the stress of everything going on here and makes me remember how happy those memories were and for a short time i feel happy again and i smile but then the realization sets in as im driving back that it wasnt reality and reality is gonna be there when i get back… you cant live in the past as much as we want to…
I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered
For just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go
Away?
Away…
I do recall now
The smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July 9th
The beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms
And now I’ll go sit on the floor
All that I know is
I don’t know how to be something you miss
Never thought we’d have a last kiss
Never imagined we’d end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
I do remember
The swing in your step
The life of the party, you’re showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then
You pull me in
I’m not much for dancing
But for you I did
Because I love your handshake
Meetin’ my family
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There’s not a day I don’t miss those rude interruptions
So I watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it’s nice where you are
And I hope the sun shines
And it’s a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in the weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind
Never thought we’d have a last kiss
Never imagined we’d end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips
Just like our last…
‘Cause the last time I saw you
Is still burned in the back of my mind
I gave you roses and you left them there to die
So this is you swallowing your pride,
Standing in front of me saying your sorry for that night
And you’d go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing that you’d realized what you had when I was yours
I’d go back to december, turn around and make it all right and
I go back to december all the time
These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up playing back you leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
I gave you all my love and all you gave was goodbye
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how I held you in my arms that September night,
The first time I ever saw you cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear you’d love me right
I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
